It's a lovely Sunday, and I'm in the mood to blog today despite the mountains of work that I'll have to face following this. Plus, it had been ages since I updated this blog.
Been wanting to pamper myself a little. Went around thinking I'd buy myself a nendoroid or funko pop toy after my gyrokinesis lesson yesterday, but failed to find anything I liked. Nonetheless, I had lovely Japanese food all by myself =) It feels odd without Buns around to share goodies with me, but I enjoy being alone too. It's a breather from the busy weekdays. Looking forward to a short week ahead thanks to Hari Raya Puasa =) I'm annoyed that I missed the Mikazuki Munechika (Touken Ranbu) nendoroid during its release. Took eons to think if I should really get it since I don't play the game and don't really know the character.. But its cuteness lingers in my mind T_T Nonetheless, they are still not available in the shops at PS yet it seems.
I'll need to continue planning the trail for Jamie's birthday =) This year, I created an Adventure Time - themed trail for him~ Unfortunately, I think his gift this year is kinda boring... I couldn't think of anything better that might suit him =/ But I look forward to seeing him receive his Xmas gifts =P Hopefully they will be ready in time!
So, we will be having a combined birthday party (chinese restaurant style omg) since the wedding plans were cancelled but a deposit was paid beforehand. That sucked plenty. But patience is a virtue and I shall flow with it and hopefully not get lost in the vast ocean. I really ought to be more actively updating my resume and stuff. But I'm subconsciously putting it off I think... There are still papers to set, work reviews to do and books to design for school... But it's really no excuse when I'm sitting here blogging away hahaa...
It took some time to get over the hurt, and it still stings occasionally like a scar remembering its past. Having friends who disapproved so much about this outcome didn't help either...
I guess the idea of marriage has now become so practical that it has taken the romance out of it...
I suppose there's still a little girl inside me who wants a princess-like wedding, being swept off by my valiant prince with a certainty that he would fight through all odds with me and we will live happily ever after kinda thing.
But I guess different cultures view marriage differently... He thinks of it as a mere piece of paper that is more troublesome than anything. Then again Sabina and Martin are white but they don't think that way.. So then, I guess it's not a whiteland thing. And he tells me that his mom thinks the same way as him.
I don't even know what's that supposed to mean, if anything it's more demoralising despite his reassurances that his parents like me...
But I think this whole episode has made my parents more annoyed...
Oh well, I really shouldnt be thinking of this right now. Move on, Arion!
Alright timing to get some papers done.
Till then.