14 more days to SGDC. I'm keen on organising SGDC again next year, which is also yet another stumbling block to my decision to go to Switzerland. Then again, I feel like taking the plunge for this sexy beast sleeping next to me now. (I'm awake and typing this while the piggy is still snoozing at 11+ am) I don't want to lose him afterall, and he's possibly more important than any other aspect of my life at this point of time. Life has become less colourful without him in it, even just for a week when he went to recee in Switzerland. I'm excited to go on a new adventure with him too...
I know I'm contradicting myself an awful lot in this post; but someday when I'm old and I look back on this, no matter what decision I've made, I'd remember the crossroads I've met and the sacrifices I made, either way it may be. And I wonder, if I'd look back and regret it. Future me, I wish you could tell me, what did I decide? Put me out of this headspinning misery already...